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March 31 2005 update
2005-03-31 - 10:21 a.m. Six months have elapsed since he and I have been intimate. Or since i have been intimate with any man. I miss it, but not horribly/ I miss more the closeness we used to have. We still talk often and see each other occasionally. But that special closeness he saves for his new sweetheart now. I'm happy for him. I'm still melancholy occasionally. Every now and then I think of Manolo with sadness, but not the extreme death-wish depression as at first. Sex with the wife is better than ever! And more often. That helps - a lot! She is still quite frigid - but better than before. It is I that is not really interested or turned on by her. The sex is good, but it could be anyone. I miss the emotional closeness of one whom I am in love with!  Aw, C'mon! Please drop me a note Previous Current Next
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